Sacrificed

Just because you never saw it doesn't make it all right in my eyes
Just because you never stumbled doesn't mean that I'm not left behind
Swinging from a cobweb of despair waiting for the spider of my memory
Eight legs crawling closer to my face and I don't know exactly what they want of me
It's not my fault that you have lost your way again
I am not to blame, I know it's not the same
Talking about it and living without it
Just because you weren't selling doesn't mean that I don't pay the price
Just because I'm not your Jesus doesn't mean that I'm not sacrificed
Oh for crying out loud this is not the way it was supposed to be
I know it's not the same
Talking about it and living without it